For whatever reason, it is very important to write all this down, right now. It has to be right now.

It has to be right now, and I have to get the sequencing right, so that I can be very sure to pay special attention to the time we have left. 365 days ago today, he was alive. Less than a year ago, on this very day, he was alive, and I know exactly where he was, and where I was, and what we were doing. Right now, I know exactly where he is. I have to be sure to track every last step.

Before he dies again.

Any minute now.

Look at the calendar, look at the clock.

It’s any minute now.